nothing stays as it used to be
I’m what you don’t wanna see
my jokes aren’t deep enough
closing curtain before I fell in love
alco talk I spit, in this game is too dangerous
but my blessings are honest and generous
its getting worse and worse
but no one cares of course
so I accidentally fell of stairs
thought the veil of affairs
stand up and say: I QUIT
cuz that’s the way im feeling' it
tryinna swim over the acid flow
to reach the light and glow
but woke up in a backstage of liquid dream
tryina recognize faces I’ve never seen
and tears blurred every letter i write
but if you look in my eyes
its all lies of a big size I’m spitting only cuz I’m broke
searching for a way to choke myself to death
with another cigarette, enjoying my last breath.
im sick, sick in stomach
for every brain cell I killed with all those Tullamore withdrawals
dragging me from hell straight back to my own jaws
sorry you, sorry for all, for what i´ve become
for holding the gun, you neglect to see me holding
it’s more of a self-destructive destroying
im not the one, wanting to be seen
behind love and hate you smell
is just the knife in my back i nailed
inside myself cuz i failed
back in times when the pain was about to sell
the deepest shit i´ve ever felt.
Knockout debut from a Buffalo, New York-based hardcore band who like their riffs sick, their drums fast, and their choruses sticky-sweet. Bandcamp New & Notable Mar 28, 2024
New York hardcore meets classic thrash metal meets Jane's Addiction-esque alternative on the Brooklyn crushers' sensational debut. Bandcamp New & Notable Dec 13, 2023