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we are all scared
we are all fucked
dreaming of better lives
we will never have
while enemy approaches slowly
we burn, friendly fire only
world is getting cold
and this elegy seems old
while one admires what second build
third covers it with iron and the glass
enjoying profit, hoping it lasts while fourth is building an army
fifth is planning a robbery
bought himself another rat bakery
and I signed myself to just … bravery
sold myself to another year of slavery
there´s too much beauty in this world
but aint got time for that!
cuz the world is so heavy and I cant keep carrying it with all the worries they feed me with
and life is so heavy but I can keep tasting it with all the shit you people throw at me.
serve me the dinner that was already served
take the money I´ve earned
but I won’t be
breathing the smell of rotten dreams
between iron and the glass - fake laughs and desperate screams.
fighting this fucking battle everyday
but still don’t wanna be patronized for a national hero
cuz im just another one or zero
and I wanna be erased
cuz I feel embarrassed.
I realize my life is flying by and im not afraid to die
I realize my life is flying by and I am, ready to die
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2. |
Shadows Too
02:51
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nothing stays as it used to be
I’m what you don’t wanna see
my jokes aren’t deep enough
closing curtain before I fell in love
alco talk I spit, in this game is too dangerous
but my blessings are honest and generous
its getting worse and worse
but no one cares of course
so I accidentally fell of stairs
thought the veil of affairs
stand up and say: I QUIT
cuz that’s the way im feeling' it
tryinna swim over the acid flow
to reach the light and glow
but woke up in a backstage of liquid dream
tryina recognize faces I’ve never seen
and tears blurred every letter i write
but if you look in my eyes
its all lies of a big size I’m spitting only cuz I’m broke
searching for a way to choke myself to death
with another cigarette, enjoying my last breath.
im sick, sick in stomach
for every brain cell I killed with all those Tullamore withdrawals
dragging me from hell straight back to my own jaws
sorry you, sorry for all, for what i´ve become
for holding the gun, you neglect to see me holding
it’s more of a self-destructive destroying
im not the one, wanting to be seen
behind love and hate you smell
is just the knife in my back i nailed
inside myself cuz i failed
back in times when the pain was about to sell
the deepest shit i´ve ever felt.
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3. |
10 Years Later
03:00
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watching snow fall
and cities burn
like a snow ball
nostalgia hurts
watching you getting old
becoming bald
short term memory keep playing songs I haven’t heard
ever since I was that young and happy whistling bird
first job first lie first love then fight a rough night
already looking for the door
strange dude helps me hit the floor
drank one beer, couldn’t handle more
all those fuckers laughing me out for being poor
id say im over but I don’t wanna lie
fuck them i said. There I am
crawling on the ground like a decade later
I still am no different and no better
failing every exam given
out of tune out of rhythm
proudly declare victory
before I jump the gap nearly
raise: glasses for the glory
trouble shows up snitchin on you
indisposed confidence made you a laughing stock
response-remains-always_THE SAME FUCK
maybe its time to make things better
cant complain about the weather
if it rains, let it rain, harder the better
crawling on the ground like a decade later
I still am no different and no better
failing every exam given
out of tune out of rhythm
proudly declare victory
before I jump the gap nearly
raise: glasses for the glory
and I keep doing the same mistakes.
Tryina sort out good among fakes.
hoping this will turn out better.
so we can all progress together
Another town, another life fades out, another love, another store shut down
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4. |
Live. Learn. Repeat.
03:10
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5. |
Can´t Stay
02:24
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can´t breathe
can’t stay
can’t lie
but I won’t complain
calm chain, chained me to the pain
as life faints, through the swollen veins
some days, date the lays
thousand diaries thrown out, cuz shit just changes
up and rise outlooks of new tomorrows as it follows.
As it follows. As it follows. As it hollows.
went all in shambles once again
flushed down by the rain
every time I wake up it’s the same.
but death wish always gets me up on my feet
some people they barely bleed
no water no bread not a single need
no guarantees, in wine is security
I just wanna to roll over into deprivation
I’m just gonna keep on going till the bar is closed
every time I have to fight myself to overcome the looser inside of me
I AM FED UP WITH MOTIVATION
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6. |
11.10.17
02:02
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Its all myself – sick of answering you
all the fucking time
those fucking questions
makes me feel unwell
did you forget Im here to despise you all
uncomfortable is my second fucking name
all I need to tell is: FUCK YOU
im sick and tired, of talking to you
like im fucking wired everywhere I go
same old shit, different joke
hate is awesome and it fucking grows
fucking lady at the store
fucking colleagues at the work
fucking posers at my shows
fucking cowards on the penny boards
I wish we could complain together
how much it sucks at work these days
so what´s it worth to hate this world
if you hate it alone
garbage music on the radio
fucking lying cunts on cnn
billy irish and retarded POS-malone
I wish we could complain together, like we used to do
world is on fire
and all Im missing is your smile
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